Farewell....

I wish it was this easy. For days or weeks, I haven't been on. I couldn't be on. I was just delivered the anticipated and obvious news I've always been itching not to be told for all of the years of my life- I'm dying. I've been dying. I worked so hard to type this. I want you guys to know I'll be watching down and that I'm sorry I have to depart so soon. But I knew I'd die early... Eventually. So this is not a surprise to me, but may be to you all. Well, of course it will be. My thoughts are scrambled and my mind is lost, but I hope you all stay well and and able while I am. Bye.